"he’s movin again" - juelz santana
oh yes. oh yes. that about
sums up my mood right now haha.. a lotta stuff happened tonight, mos of
it random but all of it fitting. fitting in the sense that it was all
but the culmination of what’s been a crazy 3-4 days in a craaaaaazy
month.. i’m always busy, but shit, 4 five-hour shoots in 5 days is
insaaaaaaane.. muscles i didn’t even know i had hurt from holdin a
friggin camera.. its been fun though, tho now i have a few thousand
photos from the past week that i have to edit at some point haha..
anyways, the night started fairly ordinarily by us gettin to Tonic
really really late.. couple of buddies were celebratin their bdays, so
people were already pretty retarded in the VIP by the time i arrived,
which is again, ordinary haha.. then, this really ugly dude i used to
work with starts talkin to me as if i’m supposed to be, in his words,
"down" with him.. uh oh.. not this shit again.. worked with him for a
few months, and havin him pretend to be my buddy and havin him scare
ALL of my female friends on a NIGHTLY basis was bad enough.. now that
he was fired, i def wasn’t goin to put up with this shit lol.. anyhow,
i was nice enough to explain to him that i didn’t give a fuck about
bein "down" with him now because i would no longer be workin with him,
and that i’d want to be civil in the presence of guests.. he then told
me he wanted to be down with me still, regardless of our situation..
well, i sorta giggled and said no, lol. and i guess he was drunk? coz
somehow this clown gets the idea to not only try and shittalk me but to
push me while i’m in the presence of the night’s bday guests.. while i
had my camera… haha, that is a no-no if you know anything about me.
for both reasons.. anyways, the bouncer escorted him out, and i - bein
the civil & considerate person i am, haha - followed him out.. as
soon as this fugly dude and i were both outside of the club’s
boundaries, the bouncer gave me permission to begin "talking" with him,
ahaha.. somehow.. and i don’t really understand how i missed this.. coz
it meant that i missed out on a grand opportunity.. but, somehow, i
didn’t notice about 3 cops standin RIGHT behind me on the same street
corner.. lol. aaaand, as you can guess.. before i got to have any real
fun the cops were on me and pinnin me to the ground - and in a pretty
efficient manner i might add haha.. at this point i’m kinda laughin at
myself for bein so stupid, and the cop even called me an idiot coz
apparently he was lookin over when i walked outta the club.. and i
turned around and slugged someone twice RIGHT in front of him
ahahaha… oh well. he was pretty amused by it, and at how i was
equally amused haha.. took about 30 seconds to see that i was
completely sober, and feelin pretty foolish that i didn’t wait to take
it out on him elsewhere.. and that was that, the premature end to the
first fight i’ve had in jus about 5 yrs. and WOW. thats a long time..
then.
to give the night even more depth, haha, my ex appeared outta nowhere
and stood about 10 feet away from me out in front of tonic.. she was
with her friends, so i - again, bein the civil & courteous person i
am ahaha - jus call her cell instead.. she glances at it, then puts me
to her answerin machine: so, yes i guess she still hates me =) which is
fine.. jus a shame, but we’ll both live, and i’ll still be ready to
talk to her when she’s ready to talk to me.. coz i’m like that, and
yea, i learn from everything =)
pretty fun night eh? i’d say
so.. now i have 4.5 hrs to sleep, before my nex full-on photoshoot..
weeeeeee, havin a studio is pretty convenient, but i’m tempted to spend
even morrrrre money on shit.. what did i come away with from tonight?
always expect the unexpected ahaha, and enjoy it. shame my fun was cut
short, but meh - shit happens, and i was sloppy anyhow =(
oh yea, and one more thing.. i really do miss fighting. i guess you can’t always run away from who you are..
and, don’t worry babe - i’ll take care of myself, promise.